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| Losing an Hour[1999-03-05]Sometimes I lose an hour. Almost every time on awakening. That is, I awaken only to fade away again. Conscienceness blurs, turns into chaos, and then just nothing. 5-10 intense minutes of non-aware wrestling with empty air, and then hard sleep followed by intense headache. People sometimes call it falling disease. I don't know; I'm usually in bed when my mind decides to malfunction for a while. Of course, I consider that a positive thing; having these kind of seizures while being fully awake, for instance in the middle of a zebra-crossing or on a balcony of some kind, wouldn't really be recommendable. Actually, I wouldn't really mind if it disappeared. Not that I've had any seizure for more than a year, but that is only because I eat medication twice a day, which causes me to become quite tired in daytime, something that isn't too good when you're a student... But then again, there are a lot of people with far worse handicaps than I suffer from. So everytime I'm feeling down, I think that I should be happy that I'm not worse off. And after all, I'm alive at least. So why complain? |
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